It’s almost two years now, since he’s gone… but still I miss him so much…
For me, he was a great man… malah kadang Lia nganggap dia satu-satunya orang yang percaya dengan Lia, dengan apa yang Lia mau dan apa yang Lia lakuin… walau di sisi lain dia bener-bener protektif ke Lia… but not over-protected.
Waktu Lia nginep di rumahnya dulu, dia ga pernah lupa nyeritain bedtime stories, dan dia selalu inget untuk matiin lampu kamar Lia, sebelum Lia tidur, atau bahkan kalau Lia ketiduran dan ga sempet matiin lampu.
Dia juga selalu bilang kalo dia selalu ngerasa aman kalo ngeliat Lia… what he meant, dia ngerasa kalo Lia bisa ngelakuin semua sendiri, dia ga perlu ngerasa khawatir kalo Lia ditinggal sendiri. Tapi tetep aja dia khawatir waktu Lia pergi ke Bali sama temen-temen… terus waktu ke Malaysia sendiri juga dia khawatir banget… sampai mamah di marah-marahin karena ngebiarin Lia pergi sendiri ke luar negeri (in fact, he’s the only one who was worried).
Jadi ingin ketawa juga ngebayangin kalo dia tau waktu lia ke Europe bener-bener sendirian… dia bakal se-marah apa ya sama mamah? well… fortunately, for her, dia dah ga ada…
He was just a person, I know, he was not perfect… tapi dengan segala yang Lia liat dari dia, he was just as perfect as he was…
But finally, he was taken away from us way too fast, too sudden… I didn’t get the chance to say goodbye the last time… I couldn’t see him for the last time in the last time… that’s really choked me up…
But then again… no matter what, he will always stay in my heart, my mind, my memory, and remain there for as long as I live… and until the day we meet again, there he will stay…
Miss you so much, Grand Pa!!! So long… until the we meet again… I will always miss you, think about you, and pray for you…
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